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Remembering Sergei

October 27, 2014 By Amelia Leave a Comment

Remembering Sergei

Sergei Prokoffief

 

In the beginning was the word,
And the word was made flesh
And dwelt among men.
Awaken!  Hearts harken!
Beat now with Michael!
Know who dwells among you
And lights the path!

Here stands a Slavic Man,
Encircled  ‘neath  Sophianic cupola
Temple speech to profer
The wooden lecturn, livingly formed
A pillar for strident arms to hold
Musician’s fingers, slender, expressive
Chiseled features, unassuming countenance
Hallowed bones effortlessly upright
Contained, awaiting
Tender heart beating under sweater vest
Earnest, translucent sapphire eyes.

Doors sealed, spirit awaiting
Sweeping gaze ‘til stillness arrives.
Spoken word, sculpted, focused
Adam’s apple intent-imbued
Sun-drenched vowels
Carefully carved consonants
Propelling delicately fashioned forms
Moral sustenance
Eagerly ingested, chakras spinning.

Hear you who speaks through him?
Courageous, unafraid
Leaving each listener free
Evil transfixed, transposed, transmuted
Christ imbued, inspired, spoken
Slavic Man, Standing firm on Foundation Stone
Lending utterance to wisdom of the spheres.

So he was.
Now gloriously reborn, in Spirit freed
Violet, rose, blue, green, light suffused
Enveloped by the
Symphonic forms of the ethereal first Goetheanum
Breathing flavors of refined thinking
Engendering glow
Forsaking for the moment the lecturn’s spot.
The hallowed Representative of Man in principal place
Gladly surging onward
In Christ’s radiant light and love.

 

Amelia Golden

In memory of Sergei Prokofieff

Filed Under: Current Events, Uncategorized

On Gender and Sexuality

April 17, 2014 By Amelia Leave a Comment

rainbow lgbt prayer

I have always thought that LGBTQ folks just identify more with their etheric body than with their physical, compared to the average human in incarnation now. For me, there is no judgment about it. Humanity is going through a natural progression, and as we know, human etheric bodies are loosening more and more from the physical bodies. Along with this loosening comes a greater freedom regarding the physical sexuality one chooses to unite with love. I do believe that there is a progression towards androgyny…over long stretches of time. Eventually, reproduction will be sexless. To me (granted I live in a very LGBTQ friendly place) there is a real need arising in humanity to not be held back by traditional sexual gender roles. Each individual can choose to develop those masculine and feminine aspects which they find fitting for themselves. This is not to say that there is not also true value in the traditional male and female virtues and roles, and indeed, nature presents us with the fact that only female sex bodies can grow a new human being within them. The entire spectrum should be able to find accepted expression. (Thanks to feminism for some things, but let’s not throw the baby out with the bathwater!)

I do have to say that in my experience with homosexuals, they do have an etheric which is less tied to their physical bodies, and has more movement outside the body than typical. I experience this as a freeing feeling rather than as an incarnation problem. There is a connection with the life forces around them that is perhaps more immediate or important than for others. For some, the etheric body is less organized than others, but I think we can say the same of anthroposophists! It is our business now to begin to develop the etheric body into a constitution which can serve to receive the results of conscious spiritual sight. Our real goal now is to embody noble habits that will strengthen new energetic frameworks in our etheric body. There is a whole realm of experience, of etheric give and take, that awaits further charting.

Artwork by Alex Grey

Artwork by Alex Grey

Filed Under: Current Events, Uncategorized Tagged With: etheric, sexuality, spiritual bodies

Steiner on Tolstoy

April 12, 2014 By Amelia Leave a Comment

Tolstoy

Tolstoy

 

It is worth reminding ourselves again, at this time, of the valid reasons why Russia has the impulse to turn against the West, and protect itself from Western influence. Here are some of Steiner’s thoughts when discussing Tolstoy:

That which in the individual and in the community alike craves for well-being and happiness is the life itself in the most manifold forms. It therefore behooves us not to shape our ethical, our innermost, ideal according to external forms, but according to what is vouchsafed as the ideal to the inmost essence of the soul itself by the indwelling God. That is why Tolstoy reaches out again for a higher kind of Christianity which he regards as the true Christianity. — Seek not the kingdom of God in outer manifestations — in the forms — but within you. What your duty is will become clear to you when you knowingly experience the life of the soul, when you allow yourself to be inspired by the God within you, when you give ear to the utterances of your soul. Let not the forms engross you, great and impressive though they may be! Go back to the original, undivided life, to the divine life within you yourself. When a man does not take the ethical ideals, the cultural ideals, into himself from outside, but lets that which arises in his heart, that which the Godhead has imbued into his soul, stream forth from his soul, then he has ceased to live only in form; then he is moral in the true sense. This is inner morality, and inspiration.

From this standpoint Tolstoy strives for a complete renewal of all conceptions of life and of the world in the form of what he calls ‘original Christianity.’ In his view, Christianity has been externalised, has adapted itself to the diverse forms of life produced by culture and civilisation in the different centuries. And he awaits an era when form will be vibrant with new, inner life, when life will again be apprehended in direct experience. Therefore he is never tired of exhorting in ever new connections that it is a matter of experiencing the simplicity of the soul’s existence, not the complex existence which all the time is trying to learn something new. The ideal prescribed by Tolstoy is that the simplicity of the soul must be maintained, that the intricacies of external science, of external artistic presentation, the luxury-adjuncts of modern life. must be resolved Into the simplicity inherent in the soul of every human being, no matter in what form of life and society he is placed. And so Tolstoy is a stern critic of the various forms of Western European culture, of Western science. He declares that this science, like theology, has little by little stiffened into a body of dogmas and that Western scientists give one the impression of being outright dogmatists, filled with wrongly directed intellect. He passes stern judgment on these scientists, above all on the ideal striven for in these forms of science, and on those who regard the final goal of all endeavour to be our material welfare. For centuries past mankind has been at pains to make forms preeminent, regarding external possessions, external well-being as the highest goal. And now — we know that this should not be censured but regarded as inevitable – well-being must not be limited to particular ranks or classes, but shared by one and all. — Certainly there is no objection to be made to this, but it is against the form in which Western sociology and Western socialism endeavour to achieve it that Tolstoy directs his attacks. What does this socialism proclaim? Its aim is the transformation of the external forms of life. Material culture itself is to lead men to a higher level, to a higher standard of life. And then, so it is believed, those whose conditions improve, whose, prosperity increases, will also have a higher ethical standard. All ethical endeavour on the part of socialism is directed toward revolutionising the outer form of the conditions of existence. —

It is this attitude which Tolstoy attacks, For the obvious result of the evolution of culture has been the development of the most manifold differences of rank and class. Can you possibly believe that if you make this culture of form preeminent, you will actually produce an ideal civilisation? No, you must take hold of the human being where he himself creates form. You must enrich his soul, imbue his soul with divine-moral forces, and then, acting from the very source of life, he will change the form. That is Tolstoy’s socialism and it is his view that no renewal of moral end ethical culture can ever arise from any metamorphosis of the form-culture of the West, but that this renewal must be brought about by the soul, from within outwards. Hence he is not a preacher of dogmas but the champion of a complete transformation of the human soul. He does not say: Man’s ethical standard is raised when the outer conditions of his life improve … but he says: It is just because you have based yourselves on outer forms that you have brought upon yourselves the wretchedness of your existence. Not until you transform the human being from within will you be able to surmount this form of life. In sociology, as well as in Darwinism, we have the last offshoots of the old form-culture. But then we have, too, the preliminary factors for a new culture of life. Just as in the former case we have the line of descent, here we have the line of ascent. As little as an aged man who has already attained his settled form of life is capable of complete self-renewal, as little can an old culture produce a new form of life. It is from the child with its fresh forces of growth that the new form of life springs — inwardly quickened — from what is as yet undifferentiated and able to unfold into infinite diversity. Hence in the Russian people Tolstoy sees a people not yet entangled in Western forms of culture; it is within this people that the life of the future must germinate. From his observation of the Slav people who still regard the European ideals of culture — European science as well as European art — with apathetic indifference, Tolstoy declares that in this people there lives an undifferentiated spirit which must become the bearer of the future ideal of culture. It is there that he sees the hope of the future. His judgment is based on the great law of evolution, on that law which teaches us the principle of the change of forms and the perpetually new, germinal up-welling of life.

Rudolf Steiner

 

A question for thought… How can the Slavic peoples be protected in such a way that they are able to bring into fruition what lives in their souls? In what form would a rightful differentiation from Western European values take shape? How can the West improve the oppression of the Slavic peoples without trodding on their very inner nature? How do we learn to respect each other, from angel to angel? In vital burgeoning life! Tact, first and foremost…Appreciation. Freedom. Ability to thrive. There is no pat answer to the question of Russia’s relationship to Europe and/or America. We will see a rather messy mingling of influences, with what lives in the Slavic soul striving ever for sunlight and strength. The Slavic soul, with its close relationship to its angel, is deserving of our care and nurturing. May we, as westerners, at least begin by trying to understand and appreciate it. And let us remember to allow it to be free.

Filed Under: Current Events, Steiner Quote, Uncategorized Tagged With: East/West, ideal, Slav, soul, Tolstoy

On Reforming Psychopaths

April 11, 2014 By Amelia Leave a Comment

Famous psychopath Ted Bundy

Famous psychopath Ted Bundy

A recent TED talk came out that seeks to rehabilitate psychopaths, in part through restorative justice.  Here is my response to that talk.

I am all for restorative justice in carefully supervised settings. I am also for rehabilitating inmates and giving them life and work skills, rather than just warehousing them. Yet it still a very open question regarding whether psychopaths are able to change, and also, whether people with constricted amygdalas are able to make significant changes in their emotional responses. So far, the research paints a pretty bleak picture. Check out the work on children of psychopaths–even in this population, it takes extremely concerted ongoing effort throughout child development to produce an adult with a near-normal facility with empathy.

As someone who has worked with individuals who have difficulty experiencing empathy, I can only say that these situations are very hard to treat to bring lasting change.  Of course, there is always hope.  But please don’t underestimate the intense daily effort and teamwork required in these situations.  It takes more than a village; it takes a village that cares and is willing to dedicate resources to rehabilitating these folks.  Let us not be caught up in an ivory-tower Luciferic illusion that all can be brought to healing through purely spiritual methods.  Intense hard work, hour by hour, in interpersonal settings is required.  This in turn requires caretakers that are basically willing to be abused in the process of effecting change for their clients.  This in itself is a mighty practice in astral cleansing for the caregivers.  And even then, change is in slow, small increments, requiring a fierce dedication to hope.  Learning to discern the astral/etheric/physical dynamics of psychological disorders is only one step (and one that I don’t think very much research has been done on in real circumstances).  Effecting change requires repetition of salutatory habits and experiences, sometimes requiring years before effects begin to noticeably impact the physical body (& brain).  This, I believe, is a Manichaean path, and it is not an easy road to travel.

Filed Under: Current Events, Uncategorized Tagged With: Lucifer, Manichaean, mental illness

On Disasters

April 11, 2014 By Amelia Leave a Comment

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It is easy to feel powerless in the face of much of what happens in life, such as all the recent human and natural disasters.

Are we really powerless against what confronts us in life? Steiner asks this question in Lecture 3 of Man as a Being of Sense and Perception. He says life is a battle against natural necessity. Man is free in the life of ideas (which we have access to through the death forces working in us). He states that human becoming counteracts natural causality. What we make with our freedom, what we create with our ideas, expresses our power in the world. It is because of natural causality that we are free. With our freedom, we have the power to create a moral world.

Here’s a snippet from the end of the lecture:

But whence comes the impotence which results in such a tragic attitude to life! It comes from the fact that civilised humanity has for centuries allowed itself to become entangled in certain abstractions, in intellectualism. The most this intellectualism can say is that natural necessity deludes us by strange methods with a feeling of freedom, but that there is no freedom. It exists only in our ideas. We are powerless in the face of necessity. Then comes the important question ? is that truest? And now you see that the lectures I have been giving for weeks actually all lead up to the question: “Are we really powerless? Are we really so impotent in the face of this contradiction?” Remember how I said that we have in our lives not only an ascending development, but a declining one; that our intellectual life is not bound up with the forces of growth, but with the forces of death, the forces of decay; that in order to develop intelligence we need to die. You will remember how I showed here several weeks ago the significance of the fact that certain elements with specific affinities and valencies ? carbon, oxygen, hydrogen, nitrogen, sulphur ? combine to form protein. They do so not by ordinary chemical combination, but on the, contrary by becoming utterly chaotic. You will then see that all these studies are leading up to this ? to make it clear to you that what I have told you is not just a theoretical contradiction, but an actual process in human nature. We are not here merely in order, through living, to sense this contradiction, but our inner life is a continual process of destruction of what develops as causality in outer nature. We men really dissolve natural causality within ourselves. What outside is physical process, chemical process, is developed within us in a reverse direction, towards the other side. Of course we shall see this clearly only if we take into consideration the upper and the lower man, if we grasp by means of the upper man what emerges from metabolism by way of contra-mechanisation, contra-physicalisation, contra-chemicalisation. If we try to grasp the contra-materialisation in the human being, then we do not have merely a logical, theoretical contradiction in ourselves, but we have the real process ? we have the process of human development, of human becoming, as the thing in us that itself counteracts natural causality, and human life as consisting in a battle against it. And the expression of this struggle, which goes on all the while to dissolve the physical synthesis, the chemical synthesis, to analyse it again? The expression of this analytic life in us is summed up in the awareness: “I am free.” What I have just put before you in a few words ? the study of the human process of becoming as a process of combat against natural causality, as a reversal of natural causality ? we shall make the subject of forthcoming lectures.

–Rudolf Steiner, Man as a Being of Sense and Perception

Filed Under: Current Events, Steiner Quote, Uncategorized Tagged With: destruction, freedom

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